My Random Daily Life

I wonder how is people not talking to themselves? For 99% of my situation, I totally need to talk to myself. And probably, God, concurrently, although mostly I start my conversation with myself. 

Guess what, the smartest people on earth talk to themselves. Albert Einstein, totally not born with socializing set skills, keep this thought to himself when he grows out. Oh boy, sooner or later I'd probably come up with some extraordinary equation, eh? 

Desperation is just not really in my nature. Whenever I start being so desperate, I kinda end up ruining myself or willing to settle down for something lower than what I expect. As such, it makes me wonder if being desperate is really good to achieve my goal. It just does not seem right, doesn't it?

After all, if some people do not want me, it's their loss. Period.

Hello! There has been lack of posts recently because it seems that I have zero inspiration lately. Yesterday was the worst because I was stuck in Orchard with no train and no bus to hop onto. Worst train disruption throughout Singapore's history I presume. 

My biggest bummer in the week is not the disrupted train though. It's the unfairness that I have been receiving in my workplace. Some people are just too biased to think objectively. Unbelievable. But then, I have been telling myself, if it's time to move on. Maybe it's really time to move on. 

This month is the last month my good friend and I are working in the same building, same level. 

It's a happy thing that she's able to move on after being unhappy for a while at her current job. 

But at the same time, I feel kinda sad.

Cause I'm losing my chat buddy, my lunch date, and my confidante. 

I know it's not like she's going to another country.

Oh well, I suppose it's not a wonder why I feel this way.

After all, good friends are rare to come by. 

People don't really stick or stand up for you all the time and that's the more reason...

... of why you should cherish them.

We spend our life pursuing for something.

More money, a higher job title, a new car, a new house.

 A new friend, a new partner, a new spouse. 

Has it ever occurred to you when enough is gonna be...well enough?

When can we say "Okay, I have enough and now I am happy with my life."?

To be honest with you, I started to wonder if I am chasing an ideal of happiness.

We will never feel enough. Our heart is always trying to fill up some void. 

So...when are we going to be happy?

I suppose the answer will be found when your heart feels thankful.