For now, it's a goodbye
Weekend is over and I am literally writing this post 5 minutes before I have to pack up and drag myself back to the office. Arghh. I suppose the most difficult thing to do every morning is saying goodbye to the bed. Hahaha.
Okay, now I feel so shallow. Why did I say goodbye to my bed? LOL.
Anyway, I did say goodbye to a friendship with a friend though. This friend is very negative in her thought and unfortunately in one way or another, she started to develop negative sentiments toward me. When she told me the reason she has to dump me (yerrr, we are not even together or anything), I kinda rolled my eyes because the reason sounds so petty to me (well, maybe not to her). I did feel a bit of regret though and at some point, I kinda think of what did I do wrong or whether I did not do something enough. Or I have accidentally destroy her sensitive feeling or whatever.
But, since I have done all I could and she still decided not to meet me ever again. Well, life must go on and it's not like our friendship is going to improve if she does not willing to adjust her expectation (crazy expectation I tell you). If she ever ask for a reconciliation in the future, hmm...to be honest I don't think I may be willing to take it since it's so easy for her to trash our friendship to the bin. But, oh well, future may or may not happen.
For now, it is a goodbye then. I may miss you now but tomorrow is another day.
Crap, I better run to office now. Ciao.

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